J iLL's Life Style

神教会我等待

2011-10-04T11:27:00.000-07:00

我总相信，爱情是美好的。

有期待，才会更加珍惜。

要回来的，始终会回来。

我学会了等待。

*下半生准我留住你一直相爱

2011-08-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

Ohhh yeahhh It's AUGUST babehhhh! I am so excited cuz it's my birthday month. People start asking me where to celebrate mua big day, I am not gonna celebrate in club, a birthday dinner will do. But.... I guess end up I will show up in the club. LOL

Life getting interesting, the mood is back!

I understand that some people might jealous on my "party life", I can't stop your mouth but please don't hurt my mum, especially those relatives. sigh I live my life, what to do with you jek? not the 1st time already.... fed up

Happy International Beer Day to all beer loverssss!

Let's drink!!

复杂的感情？

2011-07-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

怎么分辨一个爱妳的人和不爱妳的人？

在夜店里，一群漂亮美眉走过来粘着他，
不爱妳的人，走向她们搭讪拥抱跳舞；
爱妳的人，会紧紧牵着妳的手。
同样的事情，发生在同一个夜晚。让我看清楚两个男人。

其是我也没有惊讶些什么，这种事情在我眼前发生的次数多地我想吐了。
他本来就是一个这样的男人，从我认识他开始到现在，没变过。
不需要渴望他会改过，因为他是不爱我的男人。
而我看得也麻木了，也许我对他的感觉没那么深。
为什么他会留我在身边呢？也许是自尊心作怪吧。

令我惊讶的是，另一个他。
我不曾知道他对我的感觉那么深。
女人是很奇怪的生物，越神秘的男人，会越有兴趣。
对他我永远摸不清楚，我们是完全不同世界的人，而为什么会遇到呢？纯粹是我交友广阔。呵呵
无可否认我是喜欢他的，只是一直觉得没有可能一起而作罢。
那种心情是，他怎么可能会喜欢我呢？偏偏他就是。
希望我们可以慢慢的发展下去，不一定要做恋人，做朋友也很好。

跟我很熟的朋友们应该觉得很惊讶，是谁呢？
呵呵。这是不能说的秘密。
我一直都是单身。
不要再催我找男朋友了，我还不想双身啊！

Update

2011-07-09T07:53:00.000-07:00

It's yellow night, everyone is yelling and demonstrating out there. I don't feel Like going out, so it's time to update my blog.

Hmm... I have resigned from my previous job, I am working in real estate line currently. Fortunately I have closed my 1st sale. I know this is not an easy job, I have to put more effort on it. I believe every minute that I spend on my work will lead me to succeed. Very simple theory, if you want to get something, you must return with another thing. I spend my time on my work, I will get money. Some people might think that I never put effort on my work, they think that I rather spend my time on party. They aren't me, they won't know that I spend my weekend on working, driving under the sun from north to east, cuz they never see.

I guess everyone has been through a down period. I think this is what I am going through now, I have no motivation to move on, I am very down lately, don't feeling satisfied with everything around me. I need motivation badly!!!! Everything like not going smooth, I always be alone when I need someone. Sigh~ it's okie to be emo once awhile.

Yeah. Continue emo!

2011-06-01T01:54:00.000-07:00

Sometime you have to believe in yourself, no matter how people pour cold water on you, you must get over it. Of cause some of them gives useful advise, I take it too. I know my character doesn't match with what I am doing now, but I will try real hard to do the best on my career! This is the way to my wonderful life. A long hard life is coming, I am ready to fight with ya! Oh Yeah~

New look

I've found the reason of my weight keep going up, it's because I drink too much of beer. I'm officially or unofficially QUIT beer. I just quit beer, not liquor! So no more happy hour for me, but alot of Parties are waiting for mua! LOL I am glad that I am successfully get rid of Beer.


Trying to be Sexay =p

Appreciate people who lead me to succeed!

X.O.X.O

Lifestyle

2011-05-20T01:40:00.000-07:00

It's been few weeks I never update my blog. I don't feel like typing a long essay cuz I am lazy little bug bug. LOL It's time to express my feeling now. I did mention a guy that I "love" so much who has a similar name with me. After so long, I met him again. The feel was so weird, our conversation was "how are you? I am fine". Hmm we are so near to each other but the feel has gone. But still he could easily caught my attention. Sigh how much I wish I can back to the future, I missed those days we spent together. I think he is the only one that make me die for him. LOL stop dreaming banana!

I wonder why people like to tell me secret in the club, is it because they are drunk? Every time after clubbing I will feel surprise to the max! I get to know so much of gossip of people around me! Basically this become a routine in the club! I am not going to tell anyone about those secrets. But please allow me to shout here: Waaaaaa please tell me more secrets!!!

Last but not least, I want to write some sentimental "essay" here. Life is just nice when you have a bunch of good friend beside you. God loves me, I have so much of lovely friend who make my days! Eventhough I am just a "invisible fatty", they really pamper me so much. I know that I am very stuborn and bad temper sometimes, I apologize for that. I really appreciate to have them in my life.

Loves

Am trying to act cute LOL!

背叛

2011-05-08T23:15:00.000-07:00

被背叛的感觉是怎样？愤怒还是失望？其实都有。
当你被你觉得不会背叛你的人背叛时，那种说不出的失望，
从难过到你后来想通了，释怀了，这个人在你心中的位置会改变了。
或许，变得不重要了。
慢慢你会觉得，这个人的事你不想去理会，也不想知道。
做每一件事前，想想后果，有些话说出口后，会让别人对你的人格改观。

Random

2011-04-27T02:14:00.000-07:00

People who follow my blog will notice I always mention myself busy. Same goes to these days. Again, I've been very busy lately. I always try to find out why I am so busy, but failed! I guess my life has too much parties need to be attend. Everyday when I woke up I will tell myself to rest early after work, but at the end I will go for HH. Sigh~ Wonder if one day I got stroke, don't be surprise!

I need a deep deep sleep! I am TIRED =(

讽刺

2011-04-24T22:00:00.000-07:00

一般女孩对爱情的看法很固执，要无时无刻都腻在一起，
不让对方有女性朋友，男朋友去哪里都要跟。
这就是我看到身边大多数女孩的情况，
庆幸她们都有很单纯的男朋友，所以这似乎不是一个问题。
他们都没有个人空间，没有自己的时间，不在乎朋友，对身边的事情都不感兴趣。
等到了分手的那一天，她崩溃了，做出一切疯狂的事，只为了挽留男人；
她甚至把身边所有的朋友都叫来，要大家陪她一起哭泣。
过了两天，他们符合了，她又把身边的朋友都忘了，过着自以为是的幸福生活。
是否觉得这一切很熟悉？
因为她们都是一般的女孩。

最近在面子书上看到一个爱情短片，叫＜她说出许多女人不敢说的话＞，
述说女孩如何挽留男人，而男人如何拒绝女孩。
许多人都不断的上传，觉得她是女性的典范。
女孩们，你们醒了吗？
为何总是为了一个男人要生要死，说出那些自以为感动伟大的话？
简直是侮辱了女性！
就是因为这些女孩，让男人那么看不起女人，
觉得女人都是犯贱的，得之而来，挥之而去。

分手就分手，你可以放纵自己，你可以买醉，但请不要做贱自己。
你可以怀念，但请不要想念。

每个人都会经历这一段不堪回首的过去，只是看你自己如何学习改进。
感觉消失了不会再回来，把角色放在自己的立场，你也不会回头。
大哭过后，收拾整理心情后，继续你的美丽人生。

记忆中洒脱最佳代表非妹妹莫属，她是我看过那么多女人对待感情最冷静的典范。
重点在于，她不会做贱自己。

注意到吗？分别在于女孩和女人。
男人永远希望自己的女朋友是成熟的女人，
而不是白痴的女孩。

我曾经也是＂一般的女孩＂。
但如今，我们都不一般
因为经历让我们学会成长，学会放手。
而究竟要多少的过去，才会让我们觉悟。

单纯...也许是好事!

Lee Suen Wey's Birthday Celebration

2011-04-20T00:22:00.000-07:00

17th April was Wey's birthday!

We celebrate with the Birthday boy at Ferenheit, Sri Hartamas.

It was a last minute plan, I've planned to go Phuture with John at first but then Wey's brother called me up.

No choice, I got to FFK John, felt so sorry.

Basically it was a fun drinking night.

All of us had fun, of cause I got drunk at the end.

Let's see :-

? . Moi . Natelie Liow . Grace How

Allan Lim . Natalie Liow . Moi

Random ROFL*

Lee Suen Chin . Lee Suen Wey . Allan Lin. Natalie Liow . Moi

Moi . Natelie Liow . Edwyn Tan

The birthday boy and his GF

Pretty girls~

Wahahaahha funny

The only picture with Pang Pang!

I am here to wish him healthy, earn more money and happy forever with Natalie. He is one of my brother. We always hang out together for happy hour. I really appreciate our friendship.

Brother forever! LOL

Lifestyle

2011-04-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

Am back again. Yeehaaa~ How are you my friend? Time flies, April is going to end soon. I've spend my half April Month in holidayssss. Holiday is for recharge your energy, but I getting tired after the holiday! Why?! =.= Sigh I need another vacation, but not so soon. Probably on year end, this time I prefer sea sand beach!

Let's start the LifeStyle of April, here we go :-

I believe, friend is for life. They might not be the perfect person as you thought, but they do play important role in your life. We do spend our time together, life together and stick together.

X.O.X.O

Rainbow Kuan @ Movida

Carmen Lee @ Velvet

Kwan Siu Siu @ Starbuck

I've bought an iPad for myself. It's iPad original Wifi 32GB. Please don't ask me why don't I wait for iPad 2.

I already ask the Apple store, iPad 2 will launch on November!! I got no patience to wait until November. I love my iPad very much, I can play games for whole day!! LOL

Just a brief post of the vacation. 5 days in Frankfurt, 3 days in Paris, and 2 days in the flight and Doha Airport. The main purpose was visit to the musical instrument exhibition which held in Frankfurt. It was a huge exhibition, you could found every brand of musical instrument in the exhibition, it was a good experience. Basically my mum and me keep shopping in the whole vacation while daddy stayed at the exhibition for his business. As conclusion, Branded stuff in Frankfurt is cheaper than Paris. I prefer Frankfurt, their life was more relax and slow.

Eiffel Tower

Mr Liow

Under Eiffel Tower

Mrs Liow @ Mua pretty mummy

Moi at Frankfurt railway station

Bags that I bought

A short post about a party before I went to the vacation. It was Mist Club 1st Anniversary Party. Gary Tan invited all of us as his gf DJ Lizz was spinning that night. We switched to Milk Club because Mist Club was too crowded.

Edwyn Tan

Philip Pang, Edwyn Tan, Lee Suen Chin

Philip Pang

That's all for a little part of April.

Loves

2011-03-30T00:31:00.000-07:00

What is the purpose of you after reading my blog then back-stab me?

Since you are so free to talk cock sing song, why don't you get your life?

I don't know who the F* are you, my relative? my friend? or someone i don't bother to know?

Sigh don't expect people to live like you.

When people don't, why do you jealous about?

I am really sick of listening how you guys back-stab me, this issue happen again and again.

I am not gonna update this blog anymore.

Lastly, allow me to say this word: Fuck you idiot!

Lifestyle

2011-03-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

I feel upset lately.

I guess people around know that "Fat" this issue

has bothering me for quite long period.

I've tried many ways to reduce the weight number,

but still not much difference.

I realize that "not eating" don't really help!

In these few months, I seldom take my lunch,

and yeah I lose few kg weight.

But the weight will increase if I didn't keep the "no lunch plan".

So, I have decided to do exercise to lose weight.

Swimming and jogging will do.

I will sign a gym course too.

I am still thinking which Fitness Center I should choose.

Any idea? @@

Still in progress, I will do the best!!

Stop calling me FATTY!!

Alohaaa

2011-03-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

Alohaaaa

I've been berry berry busy this few weeks.

I don't know what myself busy about @@

I just feel like the sleeping time getting lesser and my eyes dark circle getting darker! Sigh~

Life getting boring boooring.

I should do something different! Maybe a relationship, LOL.

I am not a sticky GF, freedom is very important for me.

Nowadays it's hard to find a BF who gives you freedom and trust you at the same time.

So...... I am single @@

I always believe that there's someone who born to love you and he will appear at the right time.

Don't get into relationship because you are lonely,

at the end you will realise that you are keep doing the same thing:

taken --> break up --> taken--> break up again.

It goes round and round.

Let's see the recent activities. Party as usual @@

Ray Yap . Moi . Carmen Lee @ Velvet Underground

Sisterhood


My brother - Jack Tan @ Zouk

Dave and his girl @ Velvet

Putera & moi

Groupie pic @ Velvet


Velvet @ Saturday gathering place? LOL

Athena Pavilion

Have a little drink with friends at Athena Pavilion

High Tea with My Brother @ Winter Warmers

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2011-03-14T19:38:00.000-07:00

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Lifestyle

2011-03-03T00:03:00.000-08:00

Heyyy how are you lately? I am kinda boring these days.

I seldom party nowadays. I just hang out with friends, have a light drinking, chit chat and listen to music. This sounds great isn't it? Better than spend the time entertaining unknown in the clubs, get drunk and the second day you don't even remember their face. LOL. I've been watching Gossip Girl session 4 lately. Superb addicted on it, watch day and night. At the same time i am watching a Hokkien drama too, quite big difference huhh.

X.O.X.O

Something bothering me, I am pissed sometime. Some people that wasn't close to me, they keep disturb me like they never know. Why does he think I must dating with him? uhhh I am curious what is the contain of his brain!! Stop being so self center!! You are annoying me idiot!! okie calm down. I shouldn't be so mean but i am really mad. Sigh~ forget it. Let's see my recent life.

Food ohhh food~

seafood spaghetti

it's pancake, a pancake cafe at 1Utama!

Jillmade sandwich. wanna try? =)

June - my lil sister

Us @ Milk Club

Beer camp @ Friendscino, Damansara Perdana

brothers and sisters! @ Friendscino

Get to know eat Kimchi helps to burn your fat, it's good for your health. I bought it in a korea shop at 1Utama, near to Cold Storage. It's fresh made, it costs 10 bucks for a box. You should try it!

*Blog yourself. That's why we call it blogger. =)

priority

2011-02-22T05:08:00.000-08:00

do you ever fall in love with a guy, but you couldn't get along with him. the following guys that catch your eyes, you will see his shadow. his "face type" will become your priority choice. i did. he still can get my attention easily after so long. hmm~

are you wondering who is the guy?

he has a similar name with me. =p

Allan Lim's Birthday Celebration

2011-02-21T23:40:00.000-08:00

We celebrate Allan Lim's birthday on 14th Feb, the Valentine's Day. I was planned to party at Velvet on Valentine's day, but end up I decided to stay at Allan's place. The place was Norse Club, it's opposite to Low Yat Plaza. Ktv, mahjong table and pool table were included! After that we had our second round at Oasis pub with "Whiskey Gang". End up all of us got drunk. It was a fun night for all of us!

Allan Lim and Phoebe Leong

The Birthday Boy

Once again, Happy Birthday to you!!

I call myself Legend

2011-02-15T22:16:00.000-08:00

Sometime I call myself a legend. Why said so? I don't have beautiful face, but I can get your attention. I don't have sexy body, but I have super self-confidence. I don't have money, but I have a happy family. I don't have smart brain, but I am very creative. I don't have much friends, but many people know me. I don't mind how people judge me, I live my wonderful life. It's fun to be my friend, people told me. hehehe*

Uhh Just a random post, I am bored. If you don't like my blog, just don't view, I didn't force you to read.

muahhhh <3

God created me for purpose. I am here to bring laughter to you!

Life as we know it

2011-02-14T00:45:00.000-08:00

What I did in this Chinese New Year period? Non-stop eating and shopping during weekend and holidays. I gain weight again! sob sob. I must diet hard hard start from today! Let's see the food that i had. Purposely make you drooling!! ROFL*

Roasted Chicken @ Bayu Timur

Sushi Tei @ Tropicana City Mall

My Favourite - Soft Shell Cran - Sushi Tei @ Tropicana City Mall

Spicy Rojak @ Bayu Timur

Lamp Chop @ Bayu Timur. Lunch time favourite!

Nando's @ 1Utama

Best ayam goreng in town - Alsafa @ Bandar Utama

The best Bak Kut Teh in town - Ye Rong @ Kota Damansara

Korea House BBQ @ Sri Hartamas


Korea House BBQ @ Sri Hartamas

Usually I will shopping at 1Utama, because it is near to my house. It's just 5 minutes distance. When you see a banana look alike fatty girl walking alone with no direction, no doubt it's me! I keep mentioning I've spent too much in this few months, the truth was, I Did! Sigh. My mummy last minute only inform me that we will travel to Paris and Germany on April. I feel so regret that I never save money. Uhhh how do I shopping at Paris? My god.... Tearing T_T okie continue... As usual party like a rock star. I didn't take much pictures because everyday party with same people. Tonight is Allan Lim's Big Day Party and Valentine's day, so we are going to party madly!! Let's see~

ohh my eyes @@

a lil girt for myself as valentine's day gift. T_T

DJ Ken & Ray Yap @ Velvet

hahaha she insist to upload this pic. Drunkard @@


Me and Stev Lee @ Zouk

Once again, Happy Valentine's day!

年初八

2011-02-13T23:26:00.000-08:00

年初八是福建人拜天公的日子，那晚我去了彩虹家庆祝，每年她家都有庆祝的。jinjang真的很有新年气氛，差不多每一户都在拜神,放炮连续放了两个小时。当晚还有烧猪，是我最期待的一部份！太好吃了。过后我们还去了小小的亲戚家拜年，很热闹！希望每年都可以很我的好朋友们一起过年！

粒粒

spot the fireworks?

roasted pig!!

nice skill!

wow the plate size is so huge, almost same with the table! - 捞生

Party days III

2011-02-07T00:37:00.000-08:00

These pictures are the day before CNY and after CNY! I went to Velvet with Onsan Yan and her friends on the day before I went back to hometown for CNY. The day I back to PJ, means yesterday, I went to Alive with Victor and others! So crowded! I've been complained that I always play handphone in club, my friend said want to confiscate my handphone. ahahaha I am sorry, I will behave myself next time! =p

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Chinese New Year

2011-02-06T23:27:00.000-08:00

Helloooo~ Holiday end, it passes so fast! I am still in holiday mood. Hardly wake up this morning, struggling for one hour. At the end I still have to wake up and I am late to work! Sigh. I seldom go out on Chinese New Year, spend my time accompany daddy and mummy. I know I seldom go back home, CNY is the best time to company them. Mummy organise a BBQ and Steamboat party on Chu 2, all of the relatives come. Rarely see my parents so happy. One thing I must mention here. There is no water supply on CNY. Sigh every year has the same problem. It really cause problem to us. I really don't understand. I thought Johor almost flood? Why still no water supply? The maid follow grandma to KL, I have to do all of the work and preparation for the party, in no water supply condition. A little bit upset, but I feel better when I see my parents smile happily! It's tiring yet happy! It's time to get back to working mood. work hard for next year bonus! Wohoo~ LOL Happy Chinese New Year everyone.

Grandma. She is eighty something!

Reunion dinner. Yums~

Outing with Carmen Lee

Secondary Schoolmate, visit sook chia's house

My sis - June L and the poodle - Latte from Starbucks. LOL

Moi and Latte

Gambling at my house

Sweet couple - Evan Lau & Choi Kai Yung

Going to Temerloh =)

BBQ rack. It's too small la!

BBQ food

Steamboat food

Cutie little cousin


Lion dance at my house on Chu 3

Lastly, Happy Birthday to you love.

Discrimination

2011-02-06T19:51:00.000-08:00

Realize a bad thing lately. Malaysian discriminate people from China. They will like "yerrr"! Get to know a girl from BeiJing, a sweet girl. I admit that at the first know she is from China, I don't feel like talk to her. After few times hang out together, I found that she is a friendly and happy person. I guess she doesn't has much friend here as she just come to Malaysia for few years. Think about it, why do we discriminate people from China. China is much more advance than many countries. Sometime I feel like migrate to China, ohhh no, should be go back to China! For your information, my grandfather is from Fu Jian, China. My relatives are still there. hmm why look down at people? As I know she is running a business in Malaysia on a young age! Anyway, just feel angry sometime. Glad to know her and hope our friendship will last forever. =)

Party days II

2011-01-30T23:07:00.000-08:00

Party as usual for the past week. Nothing much to write. Just to record the partyy life of mine! Alive and Zouk as asual! Kinda drunk those nights. Uhhh holiday start from tomorrow! Wohoo! Party like a rock star!!

June Liow @ Alive

J iLL . L @ Alive

June . Mii . Rainbow . Kinky

Get Ready to Paaarty

Ric @ Phuture

Yan . Ken . Mii @ Phuture

Mii . Ron . Yen

Ken and mii @ Phuture

Can see that I am drunk! my eyes @@

Let's continue the paaarty, TONIGHT!

Cool

2011-01-30T20:47:00.000-08:00

As you see, I broke my phone back glass. I didn't know when was it! Recall my memory, it should be the day I got drunk and drove back from @live. I knocked something. I didn't notice until the second day when I charged my phone and I took out the cover. Wohoo~ It costs me 150 bucks to get a "secondhand" original glass! As the iPhone Fix's boss told me, the new one was 300 bucks! The conclusion, iPhone 4 is so FRAGILE!!

Shopping Fever

2011-01-24T23:44:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year is coming. My wallet is bleeding like water. Uhhh I spent like three thousand over in this two months, for nothing. Sob sob. All of my salary gone! I just can't control myself especially when I step into shopping mall. I feel glad to have a bunch of Shopaholic friends. They keep asking me to shopping. Thank you so much to make me poor like hell now. Firstly, I've bought iPhone4 for myself, finally. uhhh Second and third...... I got no idea what I've bought. I see nothing in my room but all receipt! errr totally forgotten. Kinda sad I couldn't buy any new bags in this CNY. I really can't afford due to high expenses. Sigh~ I have to work harder and harderrrr!

Preparing to go out with my sister

Another outing shopping day!

Bought this for my parents

Randomly shopping item!

Party days

2011-01-24T23:19:00.000-08:00

As usual Party like a rock star. The places I went frequently were Alive, Mist Club and Velvet. Met so much of long-time-no-see friends. I felt tired sometime, every night doing the same thing, drink drank drunk! tsk tsk. This is my life, I just can't stop it. Seriously, I am trying to cut down party day! I want to be good girl! =)

Lawrence @ Zouk

Birdy and Lawrence @ Zouk

Rainbow and Bobo @ zouk

No eyes to see . Victor Tan & Kwan Laiying @ Alive

Get ready to Paaarty!

Hikaru @ Mist Club

The Twins @ Mist Club

Jin Hoh @ Mist Club

Food

2011-01-24T22:53:00.000-08:00

I've eat so much in these few weeks. Friends and the little sister keep asking me to eat eat eat. I guess I spend half of my salary on food! Ohh Noo I am gaining Weight! My friends say that I am getting thin but I feel like my weight is increasing! Uhhh I should start my diet plan before getting worse. CNY is coming, it will be worst! Let me introduce the yummy-licious my favourite food!

We will BBQ whenever we want to eat! @ BU House

Having lunch with mummy at Lot 10 food court. Alot of choices and the foods are delicious!

You should try this. Mix black soy sauce with your rice! Especially when you are eating Bak Kut Teh. =)

The Best Spicy SiChuan Ban Mee in town! @ Restaurant Fong Wong, near by Pelangi Condo

Chicken Chop, Mash Potato and Fried Squid. Mash Potato is recommended! @ Piccadilly

My all time favourite BBQ Plaza @ 1 Utama. This portion is for me and my sister two person. LOL

Fried Crab with salted duck egg @ Plus 8 Bandar Utama


Sweet and sour Crab @ Plus8

I just took some of the dishes picture. More to be introduce and I will try to take every food that i eat! Wohoo~ Diet plan ON!!

如果时间能够从来

2011-01-23T04:42:00.000-08:00

我想你
如果时间能够从来，如果。。。
Babe,想对你说声对不起，用错的方式去爱你。
有时候好想回到过去，回到你的身边。

=)

2011-01-12T22:19:00.000-08:00

一个很无聊的问题，你是否有一个你和他分手了，想起你们以前的甜蜜回忆，你会微笑的？
嗯，想了想，我沉默了。是妹妹问的，我回答了一个人的名字，但其实我并不想念他。
最不经意走进你的世界，却悄悄离去的人，最难忘。
最近很沉迷与一首歌－猜不透。仿佛滩开了我心里的话：如果忽远忽近的洒脱，是你要的自由，那我宁愿回到一个人生活。
我没有后悔。真的 =)

2011-01-10T23:03:00.000-08:00

Ohh I've been very busy since Christmas until now. I don't even sleep well in this few weeks. I wonder what I've done. tsk tsk. Emhmm.. How do you spent your christmas and new year eve?

For party people like me, of cause I will paaaarty lo!! The party started from 24th December until now, still going on~ =.= Can we stop it? It's like everyday.... I celebrate the Christmas Eve at Phuture, with my besties, BFF, Whisky Gang. Yeahhh we celebrate Carmen's birthday too, the christmas baby! Overall, all of us got drunk and the party was Fun!

The New Year Eve.. My goodness, jam everyway. Luckily we went out early and reach the party place in time. Actually I got no plan at first because I don't feel like countdown in club. The crowd was so scary in my last experience! My friend asked me to join a private event at Ritz Carlton, and I am on! The party held on the top part of hotel, we were able to view the whole kl scenery and fireworks. Again, the freeflow makes me drunk! Too bad I didn't get the chance to take any picture of Christmas and New Year Eve due to busy entertaining.

Some party pictures of mine. hehehe

Mua sister

Happy New Year

Can you see the traffic JAM??

Carmen Lee @ Alive

Sue Chin and me @ Alive

Ferra and me @ Alive

Dino & Me @ Alive

Victor Tan

Victor Tan . Suki


VT. Michelle . Ray Yap

Ray Yap

Wish everyone good year ahead!

Happi New Year

2011-01-03T00:48:00.000-08:00

Hello people! Happy New Year And Belated Merry Christmas! I have been through a wonderful Christmas and New year eve. Too bad I didn't took much pictures because I was totally drunk for the few nights. tsk tsk what to do everyone was so high celebrating the day! I'll upload the new year post asap! Tata~

2010-12-29T19:11:00.000-08:00

当你发觉朋友的关系建立于利益和金钱，是怎么样的心情？
心灰意冷。对你真的很失望！ =/

End of the year

2010-12-21T22:52:00.000-08:00

Hmm The end of 2010. Time passes so fast. A review of my 2010 LiFey! Spent my whole year time in non-stop working and party. I guess I need a new job for the coming year. I am still single in this moment. I wish the coming year will be better and happier!! Let's see my wonderful and Paaarty LiFe!

My Dear Kam, CNY @ Bamboo

Ohhh Big gang @ Poppy Garden!

Ying Ying , me And Akane @ Phuture

Son Ng and Mii @ Maison

Shocked?

My lovely Brother Jack Tan @ Barsonic!

Winny Tan and Mii @ Maison

Happy Birthday My hubby Gladys! @ Sri Damansara

Desmond Moo Wedding Dinner @ Bidor, Ipoh

With brothers Happy Hour @ Oasis

Ohh yeah my favourite Comic!!

Double Twins and Leo @ Maison

Me and Kong Kong @ Maison

Will and Jill @ Maison

Best Friend Forever, Muaksss @ Maison

Kam and Mii - Drunk @ Maison

San San and Mii @ Chocolate Pavilion

Carmen And me @ PAvilion Toilet

My lovely bro Jack Tan & mii @ Barsonic

When i was working in Ralco

Mua Favourite Korea BBQ! @ Sri Hartamas

KeKe I miss you ~ T_T

Party @ TTDI

June and Mii Party @ Sri Hartamas

Dinner @ Movida

With Carmen Happy Hour @ Movida

Wey posting behind, Party @ Aloha

With Edwyn Party @ Neutral

@@ see my face, before do my eyes laser!

After eyes laser use!

Shopping mall @ Ipoh

Lub love you!

Hang out at Desa PArk City

This is Funny!! haha

B.U. Gang @ Quattro

Self-made Jaager Bomb @ Sanctuary

Half Drunk @ Bamboo

Rainbow, June, SiuSiu @ Sanctuary

Happy Birthday Grandma!

Beer Plater @ Library

Kelvin & Mii @ Library

June Liow @ Library

Aires & mii @ Library

Joann Yeo @ Alive LOL so funny!

Me and June's Birthday celebration @ Quattro

With Charlene Wong Lunch @ Vietnam Kitchen Cheras IOI mall

Mushroom

Liu suk Ying

June @ Desa Park City

Before party!

Zoe and mii @ G6

"Jill" and Jill @ G6

Justin and mii @ G6

Qin Yang and mii @ G6


Kelly and mii @ Phuture

Just randomly few pictures of year 2010. my goodness most of the pictures were taken in club! I think I should behave myself not to party so often! Things and people come and go. I will appreciate those who still stay beside me. 2011 will be a better year for me, I will live better!

Alive

2010-12-16T20:55:00.000-08:00

Finally I went to @live for paarty after one month never been there. I met so much friends there. Still the same, once clubber, forever clubber. Everyone was so high that night, all drunk i guess. Too bad I got to leave early because I had to wake up early the next morning!! Can't wait for the Christmas Party!!

Carmen, Texin, Me and Joann

Wow the new Thai singer. He is sexy! =p

Uncle Victor Tan, are you drunk?

To be continue~

Karaoooooke!

2010-12-13T22:04:00.000-08:00

I went to sing Karaoke with my buddies last thursday! The place is call 大嘴叭 Big mouth. Comfortable environment!! Highly recommended! We had a great night, too bad we couldn't finish the beer!! Anyway Thanks Kam for treat us! Love you guys!

They are choosing their song!

Owhhh my new high heels!! =D

Laughing hehehe

Eh hemmm

2010-12-13T01:03:00.000-08:00

Hey hey. I feel better this few days. Keep stay at home and watch Hong Kong drama. I finished two set of HK's drama in just one week!! Salute to myself.

As usual saturday night was party night. Me and my best friends went to Milk Club. Second time been there. Thought of Milk club was for youngster/teenager, but I Met few friends there, tsk tsk once clubber forever clubber! First time after so long, my friend told me that I was getting thin and I was sexy!! LOL So happy, thanks to the sexy dress! =D Wasted that I never took any pictures due to everyone was so high and happy drinking dancing!

I went to 1 utama with my family last sunday. I bought a lot of clothes because of year end sales. Heartache, wallet bleeding!! Just a gathering after few months never see my family!

Me and Daddy. I wonder why we have the same pose? >o<

My sister - June, My LiL brother - Seng Yip and My Daddy - Mr Liow

Weido as usual @@

She was talking to the stone while we had our late lunch at Dragon-I

I feel so Sick these few days. All come together, cough, running nose, sore throat and the worst one, asthma! Suffering, i am trying to cut down!! I feel like I am very old now. tsk tsk


I thought my medicine is colourful but too bad it is so plain!!

Oppsss It's time to go back home! Will be back soon!

To be continue...

爱情

2010-12-09T23:17:00.000-08:00

曾经以为没有你，我就没有了全世界，可现在你走了，我的世界还在。原来失去一个爱人，它无关于世界；原来我只是短暂地看不清方向，或者不愿意往前走；原

来，你伤害我，不是因为你多好或多不好，只是因为我给了你伤害的机会。如果我不愿意，没有谁，可以伤害我。

在爱情没开始以前，你永远想象不出会那样地爱一个人；在爱情没结束以前，你永远想象不出那样的爱也会消失；在爱情被忘却以前，你永远想象不出那样刻骨铭心的爱也会只留淡淡痕迹；在爱情重新开始以前，你永远想象不出还能再一次找到那样的爱情。

不要说，离开以后还会想念；不要说，分手以后还是朋友。离开一个地方，风景就不再属于你；错过一个人，那人便与你无关。落花本来有意，流水本也无情。转身的那一秒开始，我的幸福，便与你无关。

你是幸运的，因为你可以选择爱我或不爱我，而我只能选择爱你还是更爱你。

小时候，希望自己快点长大，长大了，却发现遗失了童年；单身时，开始羡慕恋人的甜蜜，恋爱时，怀念单身时的自由。很多事物，没有得到时总觉得美好，得到之后才开始明白：我们得到的同时也是在失去。

分手后，我还认识你，不过不再想见你，你过的好，我不会祝福你，你过的不好，我也不会嘲笑你，因为我们从此陌生，你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你，抱歉，我失去的，也是你失去的。

我爱你，才会向你袒露心灵的全部世界，向你展示所有的喜怒悲欢，只有对你不曾设防；我爱你，才会和你耍些小脾气，无缘无故地离你远远的，其实我只想走进你炙热的怀抱听你的心跳；我爱你，所以我给了你伤害我的权力，只要我能忍受，我会一直陪伴着你，你不能伤害我太多，冷了，会淡漠，痛了，会松手……

宽恕、原谅并不代表忘记，也不代表赦免，而是放自己一条生路；孤单不是有没有朋友，而是有没有人住在你心里。

总有一些事我们不愿它发生却必须接受；总有些东西我们不想知道却必须了解；总有些人我们不能没有却必须学着放手。

人生最美的是过程，最难的是相知，最苦的是等待，最幸福的是真爱，最后悔的是错过

有些伤口，时间久了就会慢慢长好；有些委屈，受过了想通了也就释然了；有些伤痛，忍过了疼久了也成习惯了，然而却在很多孤独的瞬间，又重新涌上心头。其实，有些藏在心底的话，并不是故意要去隐瞒，只怕一说出来，就是一个永远的错误，要知道，并不是所有的疼痛，都可以呐喊。

生命的真谛不在于你呼吸的次数，而在于那些令你无法呼吸的时刻。

记住，不是眼泪就可以挽回失去的，所以不要轻易流下你的泪；记住，不是伤心就一定要哭泣，所以不要那么吝啬你的微笑；记住，不是你认为可以给予就给予，所以不要那么轻易许下承诺；记住，不是你做的不够好，所以不要悲悯的以为自己一事无成；记住，不是只有你一个人在努力，所以不要轻易的就放弃。

做一个诚实的孩子。喜欢一个人，不到一定程度，不要轻易去说喜欢。因为你的一句轻浮的话，很可能悲伤另一个人一段时光。也有的，将会是，一生。

真正的成功不是坐拥亿万身家，也不是君临天下，而是当你老到什么也做不了的时候，还有人肯在你身边望着你微笑。

不要因为寂寞爱错人，更不要因为爱错人而寂寞一生，尝试信任才能得到幸福。缘分是本书，翻的不经意会错过，读得太认真会泪流。女人会记得让她笑的男人，男人会记得让他哭的女人，可是女人总是留在让她哭的男人身边，男人却留在让他笑的女人身边。

爱，是一种责任：我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的。我不是不会对别人动心，而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心。我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，能在一起不容易，即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最适合我的，但却是我最珍惜的。

离开我就别安慰我，要知道每一次缝补也会遭遇穿刺的痛。

世界没有悲剧和喜剧之分，如果你能从悲剧中走出来，那就是喜剧；如果你沉缅于喜剧之中，那它就是悲剧。如果你只是等待，发生的事情只会是你变老了。人生的意义不在于拿一手好牌，而在于打好一手坏牌。

一生至少该有一次，为了某个人而忘了自己，不求有结果，不求同行，不求曾经拥有，甚至不求你爱我，只求在我最美的年华里，遇到你。

如果发短信息给一个人，他一直不回，不要再发了，没有这么卑微的等待；如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开他，不懂得珍惜你的人不要为之不舍；不开心的时候白天看看蓝天，晚上看看夜色，广阔的天空自有属于我们爱。保持一份自信，做最好的自己，宁可高傲地发霉，不要低调地恋爱。

如果失去是苦，你怕不怕付出？如果痴迷是苦，你会不会选择结束？如果追求是苦，你会不会执迷不悟？如果分离是苦，你要向谁倾诉？即便转身，也无法走远，迷失在爱的路上，我已经找不到来时的路。

无论如何，不能让某个人成为你的全部。若是有天他们离开了，你将一无所有。

如果婚姻是爱情的坟墓，那么，相亲是为坟墓看风水，表白是自掘坟墓，结婚是双双殉情，移情别恋是迁坟，第三者是盗墓。 =P

Life as we know it

2010-12-08T23:07:00.000-08:00

Hmm. Saw two friends of friend commit suicide. Get to know one of them suicide becuz of relationship problem. He is a quite good looking guy, what a waste. He choose this road, what to say other than stupid? As outsider, we will say that he is stupid, but we are not him, how do we know his feeling. Sigh, die won't solve your problem, we still have our family and friends. It's worthless. R.I.P~

Sigh sigh~ Feel emo this few days. Stay at home for the past week. Wake up early in the morning and sleep at 10pm. What a healthy life! How long i never go to club? I guess 1 month plus!! My sister says i am going to crazy if i keep living like this! Yeahh I should party more instead of sleeping in house. tsk tsk

Looking forward on Christmas!! Wohoo~

沉默了

2010-11-30T22:17:00.000-08:00

是否有试过，一个人的时候，会害怕起寂寞。

说服自己，一个人乐得自在，却害怕一个人面对着四面墙的时候。

以酒为乐，看着身边的人群。

曾几何时我已变得沉默了，独自饮酒，喝醉了反而没有那么伤感。

漫无目的的活着，看着身边的人来来去去，才发现习惯变成了自然。

Port Dickson Trip

2010-11-30T22:05:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday and Sunday, We Went to Port Dickson for house party. No doubt, the purpose of the trip was Alcohol.

We reached there around 5 something noon. When everybody reached and BBQ prepared, the party started!! It was a crazy night, everyone drank like mad. We played water, "swim" on the grass, and take alot of crazy-ness video. Sigh again and again, they torture me like hell, even when I was sleeping. It's okie, I knew that they were lovely.

The second day I went to play Banana Boat. It's just 3 minutes walking distance from the house to the Beach. First time in my life, I was floating on middle of the deep deep sea.

Err... A wonderful experience for me.

Can you feel the wind blowing with salty taste?

Random

2010-11-25T21:49:00.000-08:00

Uhhh I got so much of pictures need to be upload, but i got no time. tsk tsk i have been very busy this few days. Hang out with friends, watch drama and of cuz drink. Ohh yeahh i am going to Port Dickson tomorrow! 2 days one night trip. So excited!! I'll upload those photos when i am back!! Continue my work 1st. Tata~ =)

原点

2010-11-21T21:58:00.000-08:00

这几天觉得很平静，沉淀下来，好好想想自己的未来。以前觉得要靠别人，一直停顿在一个地方，生活没有目标。与其要看别人的脸色做人，不如靠自己。往好的一方面想，我生活地自由自在，没有约束，不是很好吗？虽然我还是很现实，但觉得有时候平淡也是一种幸福。有钱就一定快乐吗？不一定。奢华的生活我过得太多了，快乐吗？我不快乐。兜兜转转，我还是回到了原点。

Diary 15/11/2010

2010-11-14T23:26:00.000-08:00

It's time to blog again, for the nuffnang purpose. Oppsss Just roughly record a lil part of my life.

Hmm~ I've stay at home for a week. Just went out for drink for like two days only. Healthy life!! Whole week stay at home watch hk movie and drama, and of cuz hang out with my buddies.

I was kinda busy in the weekend. I cooked for the sisters on saturday. It takes two hours time to done the dishes, my god, i was hungry like 123456. overall the dishes are not too bad, yummy-licious~

After that, we watch two movies, one is P.S. I Love You and another one is HK movie, i cannot remember the name. The Story line of P.S. I Love You is about a married couple. They love each others very much and of cuz fight sometime. The husband dies suddenly of a brain tumor. The wife found that she love her husband much more than her expectation and she couldn't bear with it. The husband send few message to his wife on the wife's birthday, encourage the wife to stand up and start a new life, all end with P.S. I Love You. Quite touching. Another HK Movie is talking about how a couple broke up and get back. Typical love story yet realism!!

Uhh non stop crapping, back to the point. After 4 hours movie time i am tired like hell. End up i sleep at 9pm and i didn't go out for party. tsk tsk
The lovely sunday, i went to The Curve with the sister. We choose Thai Express as our lunch, the food there really.......... okie okie only. After that we meet up with the super cute boy at my lovely cafe Winter Warmers. LOL xD
After that I got to rush to Dr Coffee to meet my Dear, for sure is for our gossip session. Too boring while waiting for the dear, i keep taking those stupiddd pictures, to kill my boredom. Uhhh What a tiring day!!

Yeah yea keep the busy days go on!! I am enjoying it!!! Yeehaa~


Self love =p

Pinky guava juice

June

Tom Yam Gong

????? noodle

Here is the pictures. Cute-nye~ LOL

Piggy?

Pity~ =(

Piggy again

Normal one

hahahahaha

lam nga zhan

ngoh ngoh

boring till dead

To be continue~

Kenyir Lake

2010-11-08T20:16:00.000-08:00

I did mention I went to Kenyir Lake on Deepavali holidays. Here with some pictures. Hehehe=)

The view of Kenyir Lake from Lobby

Group photo. We were fishing at lake side. =D

Boat that we take to reach another side of the lake.

For sure Alcohol is the main point. Hehe xD


Guys group Picture


Gambling

Can't wait for the next trip. Wohoo~

Dairy 08/11/2010

2010-11-07T23:02:00.000-08:00

Uhhh I am so boring in office. I've done my work and i got nothing to do again. So let's blog!!!
I went to terengganu for deepavali holiday. 3 days two nights trip at Kenyir Lake. I was thinking to go anot, at the end i decided to go. I didn't want to spend my holidays at home and keep thinking negative things. My decide was correct. I had fun at Kenyir.
We depart at 4am and reached there at 3 something noon. Spent almost 9 hours in the car. My God!! Plus the back time to kl, we spent almost 1 day time in the car. Crazy!!
No doubt, the purpose of the trip were drank, smoke and fishing. Nothing to do other than that.
The first night after gathering and drinking session, everyone went back room to sleep. I was forced to go swimming pool and swim. Can you imagine 2 o'clock midnight without any light, how scary is it??!! End up i got back to room at 4am!! Fine..... >o<
The second night, after whole day fishing at the lake side and drink session. I was Forced to go FISHING again!! We fish from 3am to 6am but we couldn't get even one fish. It was like feeding the fish. tsk tsk...
I was so dann exhausted. Somemore the driver GARY keep switch the music to the max. The music keep boom boom boom from kenyir to kl. Oh My God. ><'''
Eventhough the trip is tiring, but I enjoy to the max. I miss the green forest, the clean lake, the fresh air.. Hmm~
For sure I enjoy the time with my brothers and sisters. I think the trip will be prefect without ghost story session. Too bad I left my phone in kl, My phone full of missed call and message. tsk tsk.. sorry sorry..

I keep on thinking this few days. When i am alone, I think of how people console me, the past lesson, and etc. Why do I lock myself in a small box, why I refuse to accept the fact, why i keep thinking the past. Hmm~ I ain't tough as people's thought. I cried, i hate, i drunk, i hurt myself. I think it's enough for me. I will never give up my life, I always believe "I Deserve Better". The truth is I always met a better one. So let's get up and live life to the max until i meet the better man. =)

爱情可以用时间来衡量吗？

2010-10-31T22:27:00.001-07:00

我一直以为，喝醉了，就可以忘掉一切的不快乐和烦恼。
这几天，我不停的把自己灌醉，醉醒了，发觉自己还是那么不快乐。
在夜深人静的时候，我还是会想起他。
在所有人的面前，我要假装自己没事，很洒脱，假装到自己都不知道自己还能撑多久。
朋友都会问，才一个月的时间，有爱的那么深吗？
爱情可以用时间来衡量吗？是否爱了十年才叫深爱？
曾经我以为我可以和他一直走下去，到老。
是我太看得起自己，是我太低估他了。
我不断的回忆。
你在我最爱你的时候离开了我,要我如何承受？

为何让我独自在夜里哭泣到天明？

2010-10-25T21:13:00.000-07:00

为何让我独自在夜里哭泣到天明？
我想了一整夜。我错了吗？发脾气是我不对，是没有原因的吗？
好，我认错，我低声下气，你最后的选择还是放手，
要你选择的那一刻，我已有心理准备了，果然你还是选择了放弃。
你可知道反感这句话有多么伤人吗？
我忍了，我还是低声下气。
到最后呢？
我好想好想问你，你爱过我吗？
我哭了一整晚，独自想了一整晚，心痛到无法呼吸。
我告诉自己，要坚强，要勇敢，要放下。
一夜的时间就能痊愈吗？我做不到，我可以怎样？
我抽烟抽到肺快爆了，我的眼睛就快盲了，眼泪也干了。
我真的累了。我的爱给了你，你不要了。
好吧，我收回。
原谅我还无法当你是朋友。
伤了的心怎么补回？

不要放手

2010-10-08T00:05:00.000-07:00

不管别人怎么说我，不理世族的批评。不是当事人，怎么会知道我的感受呢？
若问我为什么，我会告诉你：他的关怀，疼爱，无微不至，细心，温柔，体谅，迁就，不是你说要做到就做得到。
女人都说要找一个帅又有钱的男朋友，发梦吗？
我说，找一个爱你疼你的男人，他会为了你付出一切，更幸福～
我爱他的聪明才智，爱他的本事，就算不靠家里，他也可以闯出一片天。
虽然很多人都说我和他一起是为了他的钱，无所谓，尽管说吧！
享福的人是我，介意不了那么多。
我会一直牵着你的手，直到永远～

Random again

2010-07-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

I always say I need something new. But there is nothing new. I am still living with the lame life. tsk tsk tsk. Live to earn money, but still tough every month. not enuff money. Poor~ Wonder when i can earn 5k a month? aiks... everyday sleep work eat and sleep. nothing much to do. hmm hang out with my frens, movie, and .... nothing again. I feel lifeless. Clubbing? I am too old for clubbing. And I seldom clubbing nowadays, why no one believe me? did you see me in club? I rather stay at home, watch tv or have a long sleep. that's my life. hmm... people comes and goes, those so call friend. I don't need plenty of friends in my life. few true friends are enuff for me. I don't please people to stay in my life, if you don't like me, just walk away. I know my character is weird and sometime...... irritating. Not much people can understand me well. Those who know me well will know, I can be lovely and sweeet isn't me? LoL. I don't care people's life. I don't bother you, you don't step my tail. sigh~ i need something NEW, I am bored~ =/

Randomly

2010-01-26T08:37:00.000-08:00

Well, a month before the new blog create. I just update my another blog, totally forgot my lil world. Quite lifeless lately, i found that nothing could live up my life. I got nothing to do other than 3D. I wonder why I am still clubbing like nobody cares. aiks. People around me keep changing, some stay, some leave without any reason. Honestly i don't mind some Bitches and Fuckers leave me. They fcuked up my life. I am so emo!!

I fall in love with someone, someone who never care of me, he just treat me as "shit"? hmm~ try to stand at other side and think of other feel. you can't get used people's love and just throw away after you get bored of it. people might get hurt, not only heart, but physically. 发生了的事不是说要忘记就能忘记。

End of 2009

2009-11-30T10:16:00.000-08:00

The year comes to the end, so fast.
Review the year of 2009, consider as wonderful year for me.

I got my very first sales job, in a magazine company. I quited, becuz of a girl, some incident. This job makes me lost someone who meant so much to me.
I got my another admin job, I've learned nothing in the company, the only things I did was data entry. I quited after one month cuz I can't stand for the boring till dead environment.
After this, I didn't get any permanent job, only freelance job. Still can cover my daily expenses, but no new clothes, no new shoes, no new cosmetics. Phew~

Arguement between my previous "best friends" and me. I saw how ugly was their face, they teached me a lesson!
I got the chance to know my current Best sister Cafrine. I didn't need to explain how close we were, how much was her "value" in my heart, cuz she was the one who stayed beside me on my worst time. Know what, she was the one who cried then scolded me when she first knew I commit suicide, in the "first time" we met up. We seldom meet up recently, she is busy. Yet, she's still important in my heart.

The four important person in my life, my first dear San San, my second dear Cafrine, my third dear Kong Kong, and my forth dear Kam. They mean much to me, they make my day. Appreciate them, who always love me and care of me so much. Especially Kong, he is my best brother ever. I will remember how nice you treat me!

Hmm~ My life, I went clubbing so much, I was seriously addicted on liquor.
Who cares? I just want to enjoy my life to the max, I am OLD!
Know what, I met a man who took my heart, yet hurt me deeply like he never know.
A sweet memories for me, I mean the time we get together.
Memory is always beautiful isn't it?

Honestly this year mean alot to me. Consider as happiest year for me. I experience the sweetest, the bitter and the sour days of my life.
I've learned alot, learned to be more mature and independent. Don't you think so?
I don't know, maybe for others, I never change, still the childish stubborn one.
I myself know what I am doing. Don't even care how people judge me.

The year is almost end, I hope the coming year will be a good year for me.
I wish I can get my studies, my career, my first car, perhaps my lover.
Can't wait for the Christmas and Countdown!
I am gonna rock the party up!!

Random

2009-11-17T09:32:00.000-08:00

Feel down for this week. Something happened, again.
I shouldn't think so much. Let bygones be bygones.
Im trying to cut down my party days, no one believe me, I will prove to the world!
Im serious, but- how's the plan for this coming weekend?
Well well, Im just saying cut down, how can I totally QUIT it?
Lotsa members and babies will miss me and kill me!
The party is still going on, and Mii the Party animal is still alive.
Muahaha xD

Random

2009-11-03T06:07:00.000-08:00

Finally, done my four days work.
Non-stop working and clubbing, my colleague said I looked like vampire.
Well well, how could I stayed at home on Halloween night?
Party animal like me should rock the party up, so I went poppy.
Very crowded that night, everyone was so high and happy.
I did felt high when I just reached poppy, but then I couldn't stand for the over crowded and hot environment, I felt so sleepy and tired. Pity me!

I'm home now. Back to hometown cuz miss mua family. no doubt, i miss my mum!

And oppsss. Someone stole my heart! I miss him. >_<

2009-10-27T23:14:00.000-07:00

It's been an age I never post new blog here, abandon this blog for so long. Sorry My LiL World.

People, I am still alive, still living in the earth, still living at PJ. (Tropicana)

Review this blog, alot things have changed. I no longer staying at Kayu Ara.

Those "sisters" that I "love" betray me and they are not my sisters anymore.

Think that I should say "Thanks" to them. They let me see and understand how ugly is human being. Thx =)

Everything changed, but I am still the same. Still living with my so called "Freedom Banana's Life".

She is the one who stay beside me when I am down and alone. We have some misunderstand but luckily we are honest to each other. We solve it and now, we are still in "love" so much. Hehe =D

I have to work from tonight till sunday. Will be working at Mid valley on friday to sunday.

Earn more money for my high expenses. Good Luck to myself. xD

Ciaoz~

Nitez

2009-10-27T11:32:00.000-07:00

Hmm. I didn't sleep for one day one night, feel sleepy.
So I am gonna sleep now. Good night, will uplaod new post soon. =)

I miss you

2009-06-15T01:08:00.000-07:00

Went back to BU (bandar utama my previous home) last night.

Felt miss BU so much.

Met Rainbow and Siu Siu at BU.

Siu Siu too existed then hugged me, even carried me up and turned two big rounds.

The last time feel comes back, I miss my previous life, my lovely life.

Some photos here about my previous life --

My sisters who meant so much in my life. We lived together 3 years, slept together, played together, club together and etc. They were so into my life!

We went to Genting Highland for Gamble on Chinese New Year.

Went genting with Kong Kong my best bud!

Movie with Wai and Baby Fai.

My sis and I acting stupid with cheong sam!

Christine and me

Tim and my sis. A very lovely sis in my heart.

Mii and my kai zai Lap Lap. =)

Miu miu the cute puppy. =p

Just something in our house.

We always went out for Beer, girls only.

Cigars our second food. LoLz =D

Our shoes =p

A paper that sticked on the wall.

LoLz

My lovely sandals, now gone edi =(

Rainbow's favourite sweets.

My previous college KBU.

Lap Lap at BU house.

Miss my previous life. Feel freedom and happy.

Honestly, I feel unhappy now. =(